Why am I here?

Why am I here?

I am to be loved or am I to be hated

Surely I could feel the love of my family

Yet, I feel pain of selfishness inside me

Wil God forgive me? Will God care?

Or will he send me away to die

Nobody knows but him as time flies

Why am I here?

Am I really that special or am I toy filled with lies

What did my father feel when he suffered for me?

Did he feel pain? Did he feel horror? Nobody knows but him

What about my mother does she feel same way?

Am I to blame for their suffering? Only time will tell

Why am I here?

To feel others’ pain? To comfort them with love and care

To let them know they are not alone when nobody cares?

Or am I their tool just to play for their games?

Do they still care? Do they love me for who I am?

Am I vain? Am I cruel? Am I annoying or am I corrupted?

No one knows but me when times go by.

Now I know why am I here

I chose my fate to care and love another

I choose to never give up and have faith in myself

I have my family and friends that cared about me

I am special in every way that makes me unique

I happy for who I am because I know I’m not alone

I seize the day to make my future bright